2020

The beginning of 2020 did not start as I thought it would. I was excited for a year of clarity but instead my year has started with uncertainty. And as I write this I am trying to focus on the positive. I’m trusting the process. But there have been moments of fear and complete waterworks, I’ll be honest. The details don’t matter, but to say my world feels once again upside down is an understatement.

The story I’m not willing to tell you has a lot of people worried for me. I’m a single mom with two kids and now I am currently unemployed.

But like I said, I trust the process and I believe truly, that good people deserve good things. And I know with 100% certainty that I am a good person.

So I’m going to be patient. And I’m going to smile as often as I can and think as many good thoughts as I can. Because I know that our thoughts become things and I know it’s just a matter of time before something perfect for me shows up.

I know that I’ll be okay.

I reached out to a dear friend who reminded me that this is my opportunity now to completely focus on what is true to my heart and is my passion.

She said that this year and this decade is all about dropping our stories and stepping into becoming self realized as the consciousness of love and light that we truly are. By dropping our stories we become fully aware and accountable and then as a result we become a true manifester of our dreams, in love and light…and she said THAT IS OUR TRUTH.

I know right now you’re wishing that you had a friend to remind you of these wonderful things in your times of hardship.

You do. I’m here. And I am sharing her words of wisdom with you. So that whatever you have going on in your life you can be reminded too. There is greatness in this world. There are people who want us to succeed.

I feel lucky. I feel supported. And I feel loved.

And so, even with all my uncertainty I believe there is hope. And even though I have pockets of time where I feel devastated, I have more moments of gratitude. Because no matter how bad things are, if we focus on the things that we want to manifest and give energy to the things in our life that we want to attract more of, those things will eventually appear.

So please, if you know me and what I am going through...don't send worry. Send love. Send thoughts of peace. Trust with me. Believe for me. But don't worry.

Wishing you more peace, balance, happiness, vibrant health and lasting love.

Sandy xo

"What we think, we become." -Buddha